I'm on holidays, but I'm feeling a bit flat. I have lots to look forward to (new years on my friend's farm, then a roadtrip on the weekend) but I feel really numb at the moment.
Not sure why, and it's frustrating that I'm not really enjoying the holidays yet. But I feel even worse when I stop and realise I'm feeling flat and what a waste of my holidays that is! ahh silly brain.
Sometimes I want to drill a hole in my head and let the pressure out.